Saturday, November 21, 2009

glasses girls and boots

a few pics of when my mama min and papa pol and mama sarah visited us in order to attend the graduation of my cousin kayepee.


Mama Min
Mama Sarah
your's truly

we went to chicago adler planetarium, UNO's pizza and burlington store, we had fun in the past days just telling and hearing stories of the past also having bonding moments and laughing like crazy.

the pics is of when mama min, mama sarah and I were trying on glasses, i didnt buy any but they bought glasses we shopped at burlington after we went to chicago and we ended up having a great time shopping.

these pics are special its the only time i actually ended up having pics of myself with glasses on hehe the other time i had funny glasses.

and finally.....




I tried to wear boots today sorry for the last picture but that is the only pic of me from afar and showing my whole outfit, and the first is just a little view of the top i wore.

i was wearing.

nike long sleeve under shirt
no boundaries dress
bubblegum dark jeans
liz claiborne jean jacket
personalized hat.
beaded bracelet
naturalizer boots with fur



the boots i wore today... naturalizer boots - they are not your typical boots you know those cutie uggs boots that a lot of people wear, but they are just as special. we usually wear them during winter just today i thought i give it a try wearing a dress and jeans.


sorry for real for the photo but been obsessed with boots lately I like it since its very fall and winter i saw booties today when we were in the chi-city ( chicago) and was jealous and happy since they were all cutie boots.

hope all of you have a great weekend.

































Thursday, November 19, 2009

books review






Survivors....


Message From Nam - Paxton Andrews grew being loved by her nanny queenie and her father carlton andrews, but then her mother beatrice andrews as well as her brother george andrews didnt love her enough. since her mother had her when she was in her forties, the love she felt to her second child was gone. Paxton even when her father died in a plane accident and with a woman with him, wanted to fulfill her promise to her beloved father, attend a school far away from boring savannah, and ultimately make her dreams come true. when the school of her choice didnt accept her she ended up in berkeley in california, and had her first taste of true love, loss, and her incredible journey through womanhood. when her first true love died in the war, she told his dad who owned a newspaper company to let her join and let her go to vietnam where she will see just where her beloved peter wilson died. when finally given a choice, she will meet three men who will change her life. one of them is ralph johnson a seasoned journalist who becomes a mentor and more of a brother to her than anything else when he died his wife and her son and their baby die with him knowing that even when they arent they can never be with ralph living in america so she made an unforgettable choice. then she will meet a captain bill quinn married but with a shaky marriage, they will have a love that is not true but instead will ultimately make her be alone again, with bill dying because of being blind in love, she will come face to face with his sergeant tony campobello and find love with him, theirs is a love that will have a test but in the end she will ultimately find him again and get him home, after he had gone missing during a mission. she meets his family, his wife, his brother and his son joey as well as his mother who doubts that he will be alive but only paxton has never doubted and even when she did she goes back to vietnam and finds him and gets him home.

No Greater Love - when edwina winfields picture perfect life was taken in such a terrible way, she became the mother of her 5 other siblings, philipp, george, alexis, fannie and teddy, she gave up the idea of ever getting married again, and raised her siblings more like her kids, with a test when her responible brother philipp dying in the war, and young alexis running away just like she did to get her doll, in the dreadful titanic sinking that claimed her parents bert and kate winfield,and edwina's future husband charles fitzgerald its not the first time or rather the second time alexis has run away with georg'es success in hollywood, alexis will follow him, then ends up being kidnapped by a scheming actor malcolm stone who wants to marry alexis in order to live off her brother, but with edwina's will and her strength in boarding another ship, she finds a short lived love, when charles's second cousin patrick who is unhappy with his marriage, ends up having a relationship with her, then ultimately leaving with alexis and ends up with sam horowitz who will make her ultimately happy and is the father of helen horowitz george's wife and his mentor and father in law, at first she thought she will never find love but ends up winning love in the end.


The Long Road Home - Gabriella Harrison was beaten by her mother since the age of 3, her mother Eloisa Harrison never had love in her heart, abandoned by her mother after her brother died and sent to live with her aunt she caught the eye of john harrison then ends up marrying her and giving birth to gabriella but eloisa has always been jealous of her daughter, in the even that gabbie was not perfect she would be beaten, with her dad never coming to her rescue, then when gabbie is 10 she is given away to a convent where she grows up with a loving mother superior mother gregoria, and a friendship and a dangerous love father joe connors their love turned dangerous when gabbie ended up pregnant and father joe committed suicide and she miscarried their baby, after being humiliated and kicked out of the convent, she finds an apartment complex run by a strict but friendly woman named Mrs. Boslicki and ends up befriending a professor, professor thomas and he becomes her mentor in becoming a writer someday, but when she strikes up a friendship with a man named steve porter it turned deadly since he wasnt who he said he was and instead turned out to be a man that escaped probation in jail and has used women to get their money, when he killed the professor, and his will left gabbie with a handsome sum, he beat gabbie again in order to get it, but with her will, she didnt let him and ended up in the hospital where she met a doctor peter mason and becomes her friend in the hospital, with her will to finally see where her parents are, she again seeks the help of mother gregoria, and sees her father for the first time, but he rejects her and even adds that if his wife barbara would know she would be there she would be mad, then heartbroken, she goes to california thinking her mother would still be there, but when she found their address and another woman answers, she knew the truth that eloise had died of breast cancer, with no love in her heart, her husband then frank waterford who gabbie met when she was younger, thought that their marriage was toally miserable she hated his kids and they hated her as well. with gabbie finally knowing the truth, she also confided in them that eloise used to beat her as well, and so is that guy she trusted, then in the end her friend peter mason, ends up coming to california with her to enjoy the rest of her freedom.


The Gift - when a childs senseless death happens during the holidays, its hearbreaking and a once happy family ends up being torn apart by her death. Annie Whittaker was the apple and sunshine of her family's eyes, her brother Tommy, her parents John and Liz Whittaker loved her with all of their hearts, but with a selfish choice to make love while Annie was sick, they lost her with her saying thank you before departing their life. her parents blamed each other on why they didnt take care of her while they still could. then another girl was going to a dance, in the dance, she ends up almost leaving and ends up meeting a boy who took her out, and also made love to her for the first time, his name was Paul Browne and the girl was Maribeth Robertson she was sixteen when she got pregnant, and when her parents found out, Bert and Margaret Robertson, they ended up letting her go to a convent until she has the baby, but she left and instead boarded a bus to go to chicago, but stopped in a college town where she got a job as a waitress and also making up a story that she was a widow at eighteen, but she will meet tommy whittaker and ends up having a journey with him, she will know of his loss his estranged parents, but with maribeth she will bring them together, stil emotional after annie's death, with maribeth's belly growing day by day, she ends up living with the whittaker's and also catching up on her education, then while deciding on who to give her baby, she ends up choosing the whittakers saying that you can always just say to her baby that she is a friend, but with tommy wanting to marry her, and maribeth resisting, she ends up saying that she will finish high school and also enroll in a college in the small town, she and tommy can get married and start their own family, the whittakers lost a daughter but they gained another one with baby kate.


the books were awesome, and had real life lessons and 4 girls surviving what life throws at them, may it be from love, from a tragedy, from abuse, or from just a mistake, they survived and ended up being free in the end, life is like that when our life ends up going downhill we have to know that eventually we can get up and also survive in the end. Life is like a rollecoaster it has its ups and downs but one thing for sure is that God will ultimately let you get up again, and become even more loved by him and also more blessed by God. Life will throw us amazing ups and downs but in the end we know that our choices sometimes makes us who we are and sometimes it can make us or break us in the end. but we should still get up and never give up because God loves us and will make up happy when we think things have gone down the drain

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

red, flowers and makeup



its nothing I just like to post that I had makeup on here and I know it looks probably too much but i didnt put it on very well. these pics are for the valentine dinner my parents and I were going to awhile ago. unimportant post im just thinking on what to post though thats why i have this post. sorry

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

problem still a problem

tonight my mom and I talked or rather she just pointed out that I need to stop sitting on my ass and just start going back to school and working,

I know i need it I know my future isnt where I am right now, I know I need more stimulation than what im already doing, but right now its not happening but i know too that im not giving up on myself i have to graduate i have to finish, i have to start working never mind if im tired or i wake up early or i just end up getting frustrated im working and being productive than just sitting at home, going to sleep, wake up and doing the same thing im doing the day before which is nothing. im an adult now, people my age are already succeeding in everything they are already married, have kids, have careers, tirelessly working for their own future. me? still nothing i feel so behind which i really am. i know you guys are saying well get off your ass, then and yes i want that too, i want to have a future as well. I know deep down inside God wouldnt just let me let the days pass by and do nothing. i believe that our choice make us who we are and our choices are the ones that can either make us or break us. I will be productive I will be finishing my schooling I will be getting a career and a future. I also want to be on my own not just rely on my parents, because that never looks good no matter how you explain it.


I hope someday that will happen I know it will I just need to stop what im doing now, miss my tv shows, miss my emails, miss facebook, miss taking care of my pet petty, miss hanging with my friends, miss parties, miss a lot of things that always made me happy in exhange for a better productive life. yea I want that.


cute monster test.

so I just found this monster test in multiply from sai which she got from jewey i loved the monster though I am thinking is all of it true? hehe




Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Sensitivity



You are a giving, open, loving person. You truly want the world to be a better place.

You appreciate what you have in life. You are very content.



You are very sensitive, and your sensitivity can be a double edged sword.

People think you're cute because you're generous. You are easy to love - it's part of your charm.


from passions promise to the gift.

here are a few books Im reading and will read in the coming days. sorry for this unimportant post but I am really thinking of what to put here in my blog, and since I promised you guys a review of the other danielle steel books I read, in the meantime I think I will just let you guys see some of the books my mom got me from her job.

Passions Promise Danielle Steel - a story of a woman who was born into privelege she was a daughter to a jet setter, then she will meet a man who will change her world forever, but not just any man a man who is a danger to others as well as a hero. can love survive?
Night Shield Nora Roberts - a woman who is a cop doesnt need protection but even if her father insists she still insists she can take care of herself. even if there is something between them, they try to avoid each other.




Daddy Danielle Steel - when a man's perfect family crumbles because his wife needs to do the things she wanted to do before they got married, his journey begins, with his mother death, an affair with a sexy and very young woman, his wife's affair with a man who is also young, his sons child at such a young age, he will still discover love. and a brand new beginning.


The Gift Danielle Steel - a child's senseless death, a family torn apart, a young girls unexpected pregnancy and her journey first to a convent then to a town and a boy who will make her and him happy with the child growing inside her, she will make a choice to let his family adopt her baby and give them a special gift, knowing that sometimes people just pass through in

our lives and as hard as it is to accept we have to.



so those are just a few of my reading assignments and im not done yet, I colored the last book since I am reading that one at the moment, the reason why im not done yet? is because I still have to read two more text sized books then three more books and im done hehe I just hope it wont happen till the next year or I really wont have anytime at all.

so what if its korean? I love it.

I'll just introduce to you the two korean songs I love listening to MYX the US version, they put this in their A-list for Musicbang this countdown of asian music. and i cant argue why because its just sooo k-pop its awesome. its ok if I wont understand haha,





Park Hye Kyung High Heels



Suho feat. IU Monday thru Sunday.